@KatyElphinstone @olena “we tone down the perception: … blocks the pain, it kinda puts shades on the whole world around: I hear less, I notice less, ... And sometimes we don’t realize we’re entering that state or even are existing in it for days and weeks. We are in pain, but don’t let ourselves know it.”@JoBlakely suggested the term “dimming” as in dimming our lights and it’s still my favourite over “masking”.It covers both what you describe above and the stifled confidence and creativity that would enable us to shine.

My husband just got an A in pharmacology, and has started giving advice. He knows I struggle with fatigue, and he suggested I talk to my psychiatrist about switching from am SSRI to an SNRI.As someone who has tried LOTS of medications, to the point I've given up on getting to find the "right fit," I found his suggestion frustrating. Especially since I've been on an SNRI before. But I talked to my psychiatrist and she thought it was a good idea. So yeah. I will be tapering off my SSRI this month. Wish me luck!#depression #anxiety

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